Thread:SyzygySoldier/@comment-5672868-20130216054912/@comment-31035787-20130216083107

Sadly I cannot and I don't want to.

I'm a person in year 7. None of my primary school friends have joined me in high school. So I am all by myself. This wiki is somewhere to give me a rest when I need one. When I think I'm lonely, I remember all my friends on this wiki. So this place is my online home.

More than that, being a Vice Leader of the wiki is not easy. Nixeu is not on this wiki often, so all the responsibility of protecting this wiki is on my shoulders. I have to lead an Admin army. And if I don't take care of the army, we will be seperated.

You may think that the Admins can take care of everything. But have a think about it. Althought it says there are a lot of Admins on the Admin Team page, how many actual active Admins do we have?

The only active Admins I can think of are me, Brainsbeer, Aethelhelm and Johnny Thunder. Tkaia won't be on for much now, that goes for Frozen Jese as well. So can you understand the importance of Chat Moderator and Rollback?

With all the responsibility, I have to try my best to take care of the wiki. All I want to do is get rid of vandals, that's all. Say, if Yogscast2infinnity didn't come to this wiki, will the Mest incident happen? Will there be arguments about globally banning him? No! The wiki would be as peaceful as ever.

Johnny Thunder says I'm childish, Tkaia states I'm overreacting. But all I want to do is get rid of trolls.

During the Mest incident, the Admin Team fell apart, when Tkaia resigned, can you imagine how afraid I was? I was thinking that Admins will turn against Admins. So I tried my best to get rid of Mest...but those Admins who could not understand my feelings unblocked Mest, who continued to cause trouble. Admins were angry at me. So I left the Admin team to try to calm them down, but that only caused more of a disagreement.

Desperate, I apologized immensely and the issue was finally fixed. But there was damage we could not recover from. The old Admin team was gone, replaced by one with only Admins.

So can you understand why I want to get infinnity globally blocked. He will betray us if we let him. So sometimes I wonder if I'm really doing a good job, but that thought only gives me the feeling to go on and prove I'm a good leader.

Can you understand my feelings? Responsibility of a Bureaucrat is big, really big.