Board Thread:News and Announcements/@comment-31035787-20130227063609/@comment-5525546-20130310001410

And Nixeu.

"It intensified my insomnia (I was staying up until 3 AM just afterwards), majorly increased my senses of smell and touch, (to the point where certain smells made me incredibly nauseous, and I couldn't wear most shirts or clothes because they itched to an insane level), made my stomach touchy about what I ate (not throwing up levels, but acute nausea and stomach aches), and made me very heat and cold sensitive."

I have aspergur's syndrome, Depression, Hypersensitevity, And Anxiety. I can relate heavily to alot of of what you mentioned. Aside from the POTS.. But All of my senses are heavily intesified. What's worse is the Aspergurs mixed with those. It has all of those pretty much all ready. Emotions amped rather heavily, and senses ramped up. And then you add all those other things and it's like a video game multiplier.

At night, I can Hear a pen drop in another room, (And we have Carpets) with my music on. I can listen in to conversations in another room that people are whispering. ANd can hear other peoples phonecalls, without it being on speaker. (meaning I hear both sides) Sometimes I Jump up becuase I heard somthing, and everyone thinks I'm nuts XD. I also can hear dog whistles for some reason.

The touch  is just a bit odd. The itch factor is the same way, I can't stand wool. Gah.. And anything like chalk. I also Hate freshly printed paper... And then I have an addiction pretty much to soft things...

Smell, Well... I can smell things... I am less bothered by them then touch and sound.

I Have incredibly good periphial vision. Which sucks... I always catch things on the very side of my eye and it freaks me out. And it's generally just like a branch or something stupid.

My stress gets ramped up so easy, I hide in my room all day to avoid life. I'm really disappointed in this, But I step outside, And the sheer amount of things expected of me/Going on makes me nuts.

And then You have the depression/Emotions. I think that talks for it self. My mood sucks. All the time. Most I get is neutral. My happy place is those youtube videos. I have so much I'm expected to do. I've got an IQ of 141, I goto this prestigous academy I got accepted into. I'm a big computer nerd. And sometimes people just don't Get I'm not a robot. I'm pretty far from perfect, and Sometimes I'd rather do what I find important in life, then things that prevent me from acceling due to their cause of my absense of mind

It's Funny really. I get gifted with a mind, A good set of skills, and The ideaology of a philospher. Then Cursed to be treated like that of a knave, and cast out of the community, And stuck in a place where the means to success are not within my grasp due to the lifestyle granted to my parents.

I suppose at some point it just hits you. And life goes on.