Thread:SyzygySoldier/@comment-5525546-20130215164537/@comment-5525546-20130216044625

Since the same message is being repeated on two threads I'm just going to respond to this one. Anyway, good luck. But Pat did tell me I wasn't first.. And someone lese tried to get and contact. And they weren't really met with a welcome commitee either. If you can me a face to face meeting to at least hear me out. They will cooperate to at least some extent. With things like this, my public speaking skills come in handy. I can be quite persuasive. Really the way I see it there can be nothing lossed from chatting with Pat. It may do a blow to respect to some of you in contact with me if they don't, but they certainly wouldn't lose by chatting. If anything. Putting this thing to rest FOR REAL, instead of an argument then every voice being silenced. that didn't solve anything.. Just made some people bitter. Next time I chat with pat, I'll see about getting you on that teamspeak server he told me I should come on. I can't install it. but you might get your uestions awsered. And not just by pat. By Lord Morgot, Heso, Gerbilschool is even from Pat's group if you've seen him lately. You might even see dyneslott. I know pat still chats with him sometimes. And if not, I'll see If I can just paste what he told me, since he is getting a little uncomforatable. I don't think he really knows what to do. And more importantly, doesn't want to start anything. He's upset yes, He told me all he wanted was an apology after the entire mess with ridge. I've done my research. And I really think he was the one slighted on this. He also told me a tidbit about tinman he mentioned he'd never told anyone. whole thing is fishy, and just needs someone to sweep the mess away. I really feel like just sitting out until my face is more known. When people know who I am, and I seek an audience I Have a much higher chance of getting contact. And If I get contact, I can handle things. People are much different when forced to talk to someone. Maybe then, people can be helped. I mean, either you know pat from being with him, or know his name from the infamy passed down here, and by the yogscast. If they truly are the great people I so want to see them as, they would at least give me a chance to speak. or at least a reply. I've been a vivid fan for awhile. I like their videos, I think they are pretty funny. it gave me the push to finally take the time to set up my series. I am a selfproclaimed visionary. I think of things no normal person does. maybe I'm nuts. Maybe I'm just different. Everyone has something their life is meant to be. And I know I'm not here to be shot down by people who I look up to. Everyone here is my friend. I'm glad you all have been here for me. So If I disappear do not take it personally. But I would like someone to tell me something before I lose my faith.