Thread:SyzygySoldier/@comment-5525546-20130625224557/@comment-5525546-20130629203139

I haven't had the ability to respond since monday or so but I have a few things I just want to clarify. I don't blame you, I'm just disappointed that's how you thought about all this.

First off, Just to get this out of the way, Please do not use my disorder as an excuse. I Don't use it as an excuse  and when other people talk about me like that it's belittling and I don't like it. my disorder doesn't deal with how people seem to associate me with it. Jayden said I had a disorder that makes me act like a dick and suddenly thats what everyone thinks. I don't hate anyone. I do my Job. He is against me becuase I pulled him into the light. My disorder is neurological. I am not just some loony phsycho bent on destroying everyone. pretty much all of my disorder deals with stuff in real life. Stuff you have to see. On hear I'm normal. Better perhaps. I have a moral code so strict It hurts me inside if I don't follow it. I'm tired of being called a bad guy for standing up for people. So Please. Just stop associating me. I'm not the bad guy, nor have I ever been. I have not made a single deragotory remark towards Jayden. You know that chat ban, when we were "fighting"? Ask anyone. It was only Jayden harrasing me. They banned both of us so thre woudn't be bias.

And then you brought up the facebook post. I was upset and my family kept asking so I told them. I didn't mention names, or even the website. The better question is why the hell Jayden and everyone else here gets to read my private facebook. I'm bad for having feelings, but it's fine for him to break my confindentiallity? I did nothing wrong there. In fact alot of people he showed it to contacted me and agreed. They said they were happy someone stood up for them.

Now I'm getting attacked by Jaydens old buddies. I haven't said a word in response. Aeth actually handled most of the incidents. Really I don't care what they say about me, their entire intent was just to cause me harm.

But the fact you insulted me? That does Hurt. I respect that you have opinions. everyone does. If you read this as some big mean section you read wrong. I'm just disappointed. In general I devote my life to helping people since I can't help myself. And I still come out on the bad end of the deal.